Okay, so I've always known my life was screwed up. Bad childhood, depression, thoughts of sucide (I've realized how selfish that could be), unrequited love, isolation, hatred, etc. I don't mean to sound like an irritating person, but I must say that my life has just gotten drastically worse. I found out that my mom has cancer and she hasn't told me about because she didn't want to upset me. I think that just made me snap. I seriously can't take anymore. I've felt like my world has been falling apart, but now I feel like all the little pieces are fading away to nothing. So sorry for not giving this my best, I promise I will. I just need to get some inspiration from all this and stop crying. I promise (for real this time) I'll show you guys I actually have some talent. Just give me sometime, kay?